Welcome to my lurk page, i am Red Rakiuz which is my online name. This page will be all about me including my life.
THIS PAGE MAY CONTAIN SESNTIVE TOPICS, BEWARE WHENEVER YOU GET TRIGGERED
General information:
Name: RED RAKIUZ. I am not dropping my irl name.
Age: February 20th 2010
Nationality: Half Scottish half Irish.
Country i live in: UK, England to be exact.
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Pansexual + Aroace
Status: Taken by beloved Olive <3
Extra: I am a deaf person who wear cochlear implants.
Social Media:
DISCORD: redrakiuz_imsocool585
TIKTOK: b0n3s73
I was born in Stirling, Scotland to my two parents, my real father and my mum.
I was born one month early as i was nearly drowned in blood in the womb (I do not know how the fuck that had happened). And my mum was dyin' from bleeding so we were in E&A. And here i was born and i am very lucky to be alive along with my mum.
That is a potential cause of my deafness as nurses and few doctors have theorized. Sometimes you gotta have negative aspects of whole positive picture.
Anyways, my childhood was basically average childhood with few setbacks. My parents eventually divorced when i was 4ish. And i have lost my sibling when i was 4 as well due to my mum's miscarriage. And i witnessed the rivalry between my mum and my father when i was 10ish. Well you really can not have a perfect life, huh?
To add more about my childhood, my childhood as a "girl" was rather an odd experience which i shall explain in the next section.
Lastly, when i was 6, my mum started dating that man as they have met on online which i call him as step father as they got married when i was 10. During Covid.
As i barely recall anything from my childhood besides it being a bit complicated, sometimes i looked back and wondered if i was meant to remember something my brain have been fighting to push away?
I mean there were weird events for example when i was 7, i was walking in the graveyard with my real father and his friend. I looked at the solemn older woman, maybe in her 80s? She glared at me and she began speaking in my head, She was speaking gibberish, maybe it's just my deafness. I looked up at my father and stated that the woman was talking in my head. My real father looked at the woman then back at me, confused. When i looked at the woman. She was gone.
Maybe i was just seeing things?
So, that is what i meant, i have felt if as there were events that i must have remembered?
So, i will leave my childhood empty as i only have few memories including both bad and good.
Call me crazy if you can!
Until, when i started highschool in 2021, everything was goin' good.
I remember that one time when i got into trouble with my sub teacher, not just me, as well my whole class. We were just jumping and running around the classroom. Mind you that classroom just completed its building and was separate from the main building. The building held three classrooms so, you know how loud that was. As well shaking go hard. So we got caught and were yelled at for 30 minutes straight.
Another memory was that i got kicked out of the class for stealing a hat from a popular boy who kept on saying his hair cut is so awful. Well, he looked alright but he was whinin' so i really was unable to say "nice things" about him. Hey, do you know why i did it? He stole my classmate's iPad so revenge serve him right! The worst part? This was during my prestation so, i think i ruined it for my classmates? Oh well.
Another memory is that i was playing rip off FNAF at school, right in front of teacher on school's laptop. Let's just say, she did not give a damn since this was year when i was years 11 on summer term. I finished my exams so what?
However another memory i really love is at the first year of autumn, basically when school started and i started as years 12, we had our own sixth form room used as a teacher's room. WE used to have proper sixth form room, until my headteacher, i think new one, decided to get rid it and use it for another classroom. You know why it is dumb? IT manager who would fix our techs worked there so, imagine during class, a student with broken iPad having to awkwardly entering the classroom just to knock on the door and leave afterwards. Safe to say i had never broke my iPad. Anyways, we had this room just to relax as only sixth form was allowed inside at any time. I meant, inside the school during breaktime/ lunchtime. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY SCHOOL. Regardless, we decided to mock that teacher and filmed acting like her, yeah? Until my classmate throw a water of bottle and water landed on the carpet. I repeat, a carpet with water stain that lasted for months. So we got kicked out. WASN'T MY FAULT, I WAS SITTING THERE DOING NOTHING.
Enough of memory talks, ill get into it in another page.
I started off as years 7 until, my assistance teacher figured i am the most smartest student in the class so, she made me skip years 8 to years 9. That is why i left school at years 12 because i was 16 years old at the time.
(TO BE CONTUINE, WAIT FOR UPDATES :D)